today has not been a good day. last night i had my phone and i went to bed with it. i am sure of it. i woke up at 4am to feed lily and could not find it anywhere. i needed it for my alarm because i had to wake up at 7 and i knew lily would not wake up until after that. i looked for it tiredly for a while and finally gave up because i was too tired. i used another alarm and set it for 7. this morning i woke up at 905. i was suppose to be at the mufreesboro house of prayer at 9. i have been looking forward to going all week, having 2 hours dedicated just to pray. not only that but i was in charge of it. i had the key and everything. im sure most people can relate to the feeling of waking up late when your suppose to be somewhere, especially when you want to be there. so i get up and start looking for my phone, sure that i was just tired at 4 and didnt look very well. still couldnt find it. i had conveniently put it on silent the night before. :( i use my house phone to let them know i cant make it (they didnt answer). still feeling very guilty. after that i fed lily, gave her a bath, and got a shower- a 2 hour process. when i got out of the shower lily needed attention. me and my mom ran some erans, and when i got home lily was ready for another nap. i took a deep breath ready to relax and my mom asks if i can pick up caleb from school. :/ i agreed thinking it was only a few mins away and i could get back in time to have a few mins to relax before lily woke up... an hour later i get home- apparently i didnt calculate traffic time or the fact that caleb's 2 friends needed a ride home. so i get lily and put her on the floor to see if she will play by herself. she wont. at this point my brothers are all home and fighting and my mom is cooking dinner. the stress is too much so i took lily and went outside. i got control of my frusteration and came in and fed her. my brothers are in a play tonight, tommorrow and sunday (sunday one of my brothers will not be in it). i wanted to go tonight because that is when the rest of my family are going, but i decided it does not seem like a good day to attempt bringing lily to a play. i can just imagine her screaming. so my family is at the play right now while i sit beside lily and write this. she is happy as can be as long as she feels she is getting attention. that bugar...
when my brother got home from school he looked for my phone. my mom also looked for it. it is no where to be found... i am doing a beth moore bible study and in her last video i watched she said we were filling our lives with too many things- one of which are our phones. we are too attatched. i've been thinking about this the past couple of days and thinking maybe i should do something about that, of course with no real intentions to do anything drastic... i think God took it. 3 of my good friends were suppose to call me today, and i told God that. one of them was on skype and i talked to her on there. ha. maybe i should be less attached to my phone.
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